_Saturday, July 18, 2009
Been a while.
Life has been quite peaceful, yet unnerving. Heh! For the past few weeks, God was very indecisive if He wants it to be hot or cold. So he ended up giving us a little bit of both. Not complaining though. I was in the air con most of the time. Haha!
Life at work is quite.....normal...I have changed to a new seat..This time it is really up front. And the worse is that, every time I look up, I see the door of my GM, Dylan. This, though not a big issue, can be quite unsettling. Oh yeah, Peter is back up on level three, which is actually cool la. But a bit scary too. I mean, you manager sitting behind you. It's like under 24 hour surveillance. But whatever, for what it's worth, Peter is cool most of the time.
These past few weeks, my family, Malin in particular, have been busy with preparing for her solemnization. Everything is almost ready. Only the house needs to be clean up. I am just plain lazy right now to do that. I have a lot on my mind..Mostly about my financial arrangement. I still gotta work out on how much can I spend this month, and still have enough for until next pay day. Usually, I have no problem at all with my finance. Just that this month, I gotta fork out about 400 for my lappy. Motherboard has decided to die on me early this month. That, is like end of the world for me. So now, I gotta depend on my first baby, the comp. No offense to the comp, but I just prefer lying down while facing any kind of LCD. Hehe! Don't they have GSS for motherboards?
Last week, we went to an impromptu drinking session with Dylan. Attended the session was Peter, Kaori, Suken, Jessie and of cos, the lovely me. Heh! I wanted to go because I wanted to play pool badly. Haha! It was not a good game la... Dylan cheated to let me win, which I did not by the way. Which is really not fair. I prefer to play a fair game. But of course, since that was the only time I was close to Dylan, I rather not be the egoistic bitch who pull a long face in front of her boss's boss! So I just kept quiet la. Cannot do much..Oh yeah, Malin bought for me my Coach wristlet, at last. Been waiting too long for it. Hehe! Had a hard time choosing it though. But it's nice.
This week, as usual, work was OK. I so wanted to watch Harry Potter, but it was fully booked. So...whoever watched it already, please do not tell me. I wanna watch it. We'll just have to wait la eh....Lunch during work is more flexible, now that the ban has been lifted. We went to Simei, and Tampines. But came back a little too late. So next week, we will have to behave..Or the ban will be resumed. Nah, Peter did not say that, but I'm sure if we continue, he will say it!
Early this morning, I forsake my late wake up and woke up at 7am. Why? Because Mom, sisters and me went to visit Bapak and Nenek. Been a while. We engaged Pak Beh to drive us there. Alhamdullilah, their graves are well kept. We went and clean up a bit more. I missed both of them so much. It seemed only yesterday, that I can still hear their laughter. You know, every time I'm there, I will feel.......sober....I don't have an exact word for it. It always seem to hit me real hard, that in 20 or 40 years, or even shorter, it will be me in there, answering to all my dosas and wrong doings. It scares the hell out of me. Don't frown, I am sure, you all are scare too of the retributions. I am pass afraid of dying. But I am afraid of not being able to answer to alot of the questions that will be asked. Hmm... I think it's time to go to blajar ugama again. Soon, Insyaállah.
On a brighter note, fasting month is coming. And I want to stay focus on fasting. That means, cutting down on cigarettes starting now. So that when fasting month comes, I will be able to take it. And during fasting month, there will be an event, whereby, Insyaállah, I will be present for. I can't go into details now. But everything is pretty much confirm and I hope to have a blast. WOoHOo!!!
OK. One more thing before I finish. I am thinking of deleting my multiply and friendster. What do you guys think?
Penned on @ 8:02 PM
