_Friday, March 27, 2009
You know last year I was supposed to go to Amsterdam? Well, I'm leaving this Tuesday. Woohoo!!! It was a real hassle to book this and that. And man it cost alot. A little advice, you wanna go Europe, take the tour. It's better and cheaper! Trust me on this OK.
The last that I updated was maybe a week ago? Well yeah, nowadays, I am just plain lazy to update. Let's recap.
The week after I met Iana and Min, I went on a hungry strike. I dunno why but I'm just plain lazy to chew the food. So it was just a lot of sweetened drinks. Heh! I was just relying on the sugar to keep me energized. And I survived without feeling hungry that much. Last week there was the Robinsons sale. My colleagues and I went and I was tired from the high heels. So I decided, once we reached there, I will get flats. But I fell in love with this gorgeous red heels from 9 West. And it was on sale! So I grabbed. Hehe! Kaori got one too, in brown. Met Mak Nah, Mak Cha and Mak Nah there. Thank god Mak Nah gave me my credit card. Or else, I won't be able to pay. Hah! I was broke then. Only when I got back to the office, I remembered that I'm supposed to buy flats. Heh! But what the hell, flats are meant for Fridays and weekends. The next day, we went to Adidas sale. Not much variety, so I din buy anything. It wasn't as good as last time, so I decided to give it a pass.
Weekend was normal routine. I had to clean house. I am seriously in need of a new wardrobe. Now now, before you guys gimme a smirk, my clothes are all in the series of drawers ok! I don't have a proper wardrobe. Malin is the one having the wardrobe, while me, stuck with a chest of drawers. Most of my office wear is in Malin's wardrobe la. Only my everyday shirts, shorts, slacks, under-thingies are in the drawers and they are on the verge of spilling to the floor. I needs to stop stuffing my drawers without folding the clothes la. Malin calls my chest of drawers 'The Lost World of Egypt'. Haha! I'll sort it out by this week la, before I leave to AMS. Heh!
This week came and now going to end fast. On Monday, I was having such a hectic day at work, with problems about Indonesia shipments and Korea's shipment delay and all. But as usual, never really showed how I felt inside. If only they knew how work is killing me. I really really wished that customers cut me some slack. I am just so tire of making everyone happy at work, that when I get back home, I automatically turned into this nasty girl who just wants to snap at everyone who gets in her way. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday came. Which just adds to more pressure because Kaori is on leave. She's in Japan now. I miss her like crazy! I have no one to bitch about a lot of things to. I had to do Thailand for her. Not that I mind. I missed doing Thailand. It used to be my baby before I hand it over to Kaori. Thank God, Thailand shipments are not that many. Only like one quarter to Korea's. I really hope Kaori will be able to cope with Korea while I'm gone. I hope Joycelin will be able to cope with Indonesia too. Singapore is easy, so I'm not that worried about Jessie that much.
Today, I was on half day morning. Went to take my BTT. I failed! Serves me right for now studying. Heh! the moment the word 'FAILED' flashed across the screen, I gave a big laugh and went out smiling! Weird right?! So I went down and rebook another BTT. This May. Heh! I called Sam, waking her up to tell her. But she was too sleepy so I din wanna bother her. About 15 mins later, she called, sounding real fresh and ask how was it. I think if she was right in front of me, she'll probably knock my head. Haha! It's ok, I'll try again. Met Sam at Bedok. Before that, I went to change my GO! card, which has been faulty for the past 2 months I think. Hey, I wasn't procrastinating OK! I work 9 to 5. Bank opens 9 - 5. So you tell me, how to go? Sat is the sleep in day for me. I just simply cannot wake up early on Sat la. So, I went to change and withdraw some cash from my savings for AMS. Then had lunch with Sam and back to office. I was rushing through my work like no one's business today. I even had to stay till 1930. And I miss the bus! So I ended up taking cab home. Merepek la. I was just too tired to walk.
I was supposed to meet Iana and Min again tonight but Iana had to postpone, so Insya'allah, we'll meet up this Monday. I dunno why but I just wanna see them before I leave. The urge to see them is so strong. Weird eh? So hopefully, we can make it la. If cannot, then after AMS aje la we meet up. :( So here I am now, at home, stomach stuffed with KFC, lying down and doing nothing but update blog.
OK, I have a story. I knew this guy about a few years back. However things fell apart between us and I never contacted him since. However, for the last few years, I have been having updates about him. No, he is not someone special to me. Just a guy that I got close to and someone who I used to trust my life with. After we fell apart, about 2 years later, I heard that he was caught with a certain amount of drugs with him. After that, I heard that he will be facing death penalty. I didn't think much of it then because I was keen to forget about the past.
However, yesterday, 27th March, he was hanged to death. I was numb. I could not believe that someone that I knew, someone who I once tell everything to, is no longer here.
We fell apart due to some bad issues. But whatever it was, I am sorry that
it happened between us and I forgive you. I hope that you forgive me
too. I hope that Allah will place you at a better place. No matter what
happen, the memories that we shared together, be it good or bad, I will
always remember it.
Al-Fatehah.
Penned on @ 11:32 PM
